People Change

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Maybe in ten years

You'll call me on your telephone

Wondering if I'm all alone

Remember how we knew each other?

In ten years, everyone's been down the line

And we've all ended up fine

I no longer know your number...

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It's a song from MIPSO. Go and check it out. I used to listen to it for months. That was when i was sad. And knowing i would quit my job. 

The lyrics are quite touchy. They touch you at several places. Last night i dreamt of my friend. She was a fashion designer. A petite and cheerful one. I like her so much. We don't always have the same opinions but I always liked her. She got married several months ago.

In my dream, we met and she show me some of the comics she had done (she never draw comics before). All I remember is me praising her to the skies.

"That is Good!!"

"That is Awesome!"

"I'm so proud of you!"

I woke,

and she rushed in—

a storm of memory.

Not sure why. It made me sad. I wish she's doing well. 

Today I'm writing this post because my twin told me, seeing my 2024 post made her feel like writing another blog. 

I don't have the same energy. To find my old passion. I just moves with the flow now. 

Tonight i have another side job. I don't wanna do the workk! Please i just want to stop doing this work. It's a part time job making digital wedding invitation.. majority of the clients are quite fussy. This last one wanted me to redesign ALL of the design from start to finish. I have been procrastinating for 3 whole days. 

They even gave me list of things to change in bullet points. Lemme— lemme just count it. Wait.

19 BULLET POINTS. 

sht.

I need to go.. *Slowly backing away from the keyboard*